The Warmth Inside

Waking up

Start the day

He’s asleep

The sky is grey

All these thoughts

In my mind

The coffee’s hot

but I’m cold inside

 

And you know when you try to make it alright

by painting away your face, I make myself up

it doesn’t work ’cause inside I am still the same

and inside I’m so goddamn cold

 

Can’t find it

Can’t find it

Can’t find it

Can’t find the warmth inside

 

Close my eyes

try to feel

something more

something real

 

And you know when you try to make it alright

by taking photos of your beautiful life and post them online

it doesn’t work, never does

I stare at the screen, still so goddamn cold

 

Can’t find it

Can’t find it

Can’t find it

Can’t find the warmth inside

 

the warmth inside

why can’t I find the

the warmth inside

why can’t I find

the warmth inside

I can’t find

I can’t find

I can’t find

the warmth inside